More Frequent Periods As I Get Older

Sunrise Comes Too Soon.

Cause the waiting might kill me
If I do not come over
Why does time move slowly
When I'm not with you
And the sunrise comes too soon.
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I like the fact that this still has no idea who I am. Thus
I will show hesitation at least a picture that expresses my mood and my own shows.
Somehow the moment is absolutely nothing more. By Sabrina
I have had now for several days no real contact and they blocked as I could, while my first Angelina said she would like Sabrina, I let them down. Did they not do so. Even Miriam at the moment seems uninterested in me and my friend pressured me to discuss our common future, that we should pull it together, that we should get engaged us ... I told him so many times that it is not easy and that I am sure not yet felt ready.
He always says that it would be due to my maturity. I am not made you to be among men or to ever have a friend ... I know that he does not think evil. But I just want to be what I want. Just as everyone wants it ... But ... I do not know. Why can not it?

It is almost pathetic to see how Sabrina is at once hard to come back to these things.
But ... it is probably too late.
She would have been so many times before to make an effort.
I've told her and she seems to understand only now.
I do not understand it.
How can you not only understand it when I say: "It is too late"?
it displaces about? Like everything else so far?
I sometimes get the feeling that she uses me only ...

Miriam hears me well to stop when I talk to her about Sabrina. Just for blasphemy, because it listens again.

But my problems are you even care ... Since I do not even think about it long.
Everything is destroyed.
I thought I could I rely on them ...
But ... She's sick, she has Borderline. I should move beyond that and can see.
I'm healthy, I must take her in his arms.

Deniz .... I would love to see them again.
We see maybe once a year, but to her I feel very connected. Even if it has its little problems ...
It is those who listen to me. You may be charged or sometimes behaves like an angry bear ...
But that's okay.
She is my angry bear.
I'm loving ...

Angelina and Frank ...
Well, I thought I would get to know now finally right ...
Now that Angelina Sabrina wanted to also behind, but there was again done something else.
Not that there's anything I came on.
does not do it.
But somehow I'm disappointed.
Did I do the right at all?

I would love to tell you so much more, but I do not know what ... I'm just really dirty. I will awake and go to sleep happy. I sleep and feel good. Only in sleep. Once again I'm awake the dream is over and done. Just gone. And already I'm back. It hurts to realize that way. But it is so. I can no longer hide me from more ... I also do not want to.
I want to go down in it, I feel sorry for yourself.
But I can not, I think it has to the others.
I can not let it fall.
but I may not be a bad friend.
I may yet anmeckern anyone.
but I can not at once no longer be as strong as I've ever done before ...
but I can not deprive them of their hope that everything will be all right.

you see me and think I can pick it up. I can, I can surprisingly good ...
But me begins no.
will end, I go down at some point.
I will drown.
I will not hold themselves. The others can save themselves maybe, maybe I'll tear it but also in death.
I do not know. When I think about it, I get a very bad conscience.
not against Sabrina, Angelina, Frank ... More towards Miriam, Denise and Daniel.
I do not know how to do the white ...
Please Help me someone.