who I am.
Und was macht mich aus? Bin ich der, der ich zu sein glaube?
Ich bin strange. I've built close to the water. Very close. I cry all the time. Anger, fear, most often out of sympathy. I am sensitive. I can read people. That sounds arrogant. I feel that way. I think to have an antenna for the feelings of others. I can put myself in men inside. Sometimes so much that I believe to feel the same way as they do now. Sometimes so much that I find it hard to distinguish whether they are my own feelings, or the other. It is easy for me to judge people. I have a strong gut feeling. Human decisions, emotional decision, I left the stomach. My gut feeling has never disappointed me yet. I sometimes hope to be wrong, so I grieve when a meeting ends just as I felt it, but I was not surprised. Therefore, I was probably never seriously disappointed by a man. Disappointed, they will only if you have expectations of someone that he will not perform.
There are people for whom it is complicated. The have built a wall around him, who himself can hardly feel yet. Because it is heavier. And there are people who can read you like a book. They told me I belong to the first kind. Not true. I built a wall. I feel, and I live what I feel. I like to be an extrovert, which makes the whole world to take part in his feelings, but when I'm broken, I live it. If I am angry, I let it, I rage and scream when I love, then heart and soul. I'm easy to read. Who me as a friend who took me forever. I'm extremely loyal. Not this superficial "you can always call" Loyal, but a "forever and no matter what was" Loyal. I forget no one to me was important. I carry people in my heart that I have not seen for over 16 years. I have probably forgotten. And I carry in my heart people who have done me very much.
I am resentful. I realize injustices. Because I can not stand it.
sense of justice. He always pronounced, if I may believe my parents. It almost borders on an internal ideology. Injustice makes me mad. I think that is why I opted for law. Although the study does his best to get him to train me, but so far does not. I'm an idealist. Pathologically sometimes. I believe in justice. Iron. And for that I want to work. Fighting.
I do not believe in fate. But I believe that everything has a purpose. If I am not creating something, then it has meaning. The first is difficult, but does it go on. Everyone has some task in life, everyone plays a key role. I am an optimist. Not one of those "everything is somehow good" optimists, but one who trusts that there are many ways. I do not want happiness, I want to meet. I can meet a term paper without me happy. Luck is fickle. Sometimes you just luck But what about being the biggest disaster. Luck often brings only the distance.
I have strange quirks.
I always need to eat a knife. Always. Even if it is soup.
I can not stand it when tablets are crushed and packaging the film depends on it.
I always need three markers, but use only one.
I always wash your hands when I get home.
I wear no shoes in the house. I hate this
I always engage the steering lock, even if I close it does not.
I carry always with a bag. Also, if I take anything needs.
The list is endless.
I can bite into things that are completely insignificant.
I hate people who do not have their own opinions, parrot the views of others, as if it were their own can, admit the mistakes can not and do other finish prohibit their opinion or not, and instead argue personal Personal be. I'm being sarcastic. Nasty sometimes. I say what I think. Not necessarily with a crowbar, but I stand by what I say and think. I have principles and moral concepts which do not always correspond with the ideals of others. I would like are not liked by everyone. I am looking for my people from themselves and run after not behind the next best. I like being alone. I was never cool. I must also not be.
I am demanding and capricious. My mood changes sometimes within seconds. This can not handle everyone. I'm eccentric. I prefer to listen than to speak. I like loud, violent music. And I like gentle tones. I'm diverse. I like foreign cultures, not knowing what's coming. Just like I plan well.
I am meek. And relentless. Sometimes merciless. I'm not thrifty. Sometimes I'm almost over my income. I give you. I do not like surprises that are preceded by hints. I hate licorice. I love classic literature. I'm good at saying no. I can well twice and say no loudly. I am interested in politics and culture and find funny people who have no interest in their surroundings. I have a slightly conservative shock, but rather consider myself politically on the left. I can not deal with children. And my children are in general also do not like. I wish I had my memorable stay even the more childish. I sometimes feel like I've been born already old. I'm thinking too much. I chew everything in thought. The blocking me often. I am exam panic. Really. With puke and Heulkrämpfen and everything that goes with it. I get nervous when I lose track. I find it hard to let go.
I'm difficult. And easy. Really quickly. I
I am. I am pretending rare. I have a healthy self-confidence because I know who I am and where I belong. I do not categorize. I can not explain myself. I must not. I
I am. So simple.
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