It's so meaningless.
I want to erase it.
But even that was not allowed.
Only giving up can save me ...
But it's okay, I do not care. I will forgive
it, I will approve of it.
Even the smiles, even the jealousy, ...
I could almost insanely fall in love with them ....
(Kagamine Rin - Antichlorobenzene)
Lang's her. I should probably tell you
what happened. So we are making a four months long flashback.
Daniel and I are still together.
Miriam and I are still friends somehow.
Deniz and I somehow still.
I found a great school and passed my training.
Now the first part of Monster:
I am no longer friends with Sabrina.
She has about me behind my back ready to blaspheme and said things that I will not repeat.
I have hacked their account and show their friends how they speak against them ... Then she was first shocked and just could not believe nciht, it was me, but finally had all her friends against me. Fool People who can do something with it. I have long been through enough. Afterwards
was spoken, as ugly and unkempt I wish I were that I had a bad character and AIDS.
Funny?
I find it.
I'm over it (almost) away.
Miriam has so much loss of reality as ever.
it still fun to hang out with her.
relationship with Daniel was suddenly better than I ended my friendship with Sabrina.
There were still ups and downs, but overall, it has become more stable, which I of course very pleased. But
.
Yes, the big but.
I fight more often lately with Deniz, which I find hard feelings.
to expect from me so incredibly much comfort that I can not give, and when I comfort them, it is still too little.
She says that I would react cold.
And then it seems they want me to attack, and says I'm the only wrong but understood.
Sure, I always understand everything wrong.
is some point the shit.
me at any rate is the weekend before in solitude.
And you?
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